This morning, I was doing a little rereading of a blog post—the one from September 2, in which I wrote about the first time our Ohio Court of Claims mediation process had been declared a failure. At that point of the saga, the university hadn’t been able to provide me with a copy of the hockey coach tape, and there was nothing left for us to do but bid our adieus and hang up.
Here are the sentences in that blog post that are currently speaking to my soul:
Oh, there’s one other option, I suppose. The university has indicated through their lawyer that the recording may well exist but is damaged, and they sent the following photo of a tape titled “HOCKEY TAPE #2 (EDIT).” (There wasn’t a tape labeled HOCKEY TAPE #1, and the tape that was in the same box was recorded over and unrelated to hockey.)
“Oh, yeah!” thought I. “The tape that was in the same box!”
Over the course of the summer and fall, I had no idea where university representatives were actually looking for the unposted Oral History Project recordings. I knew they were looking somewhere in University Archives, but I didn’t know the exact locations. If they found a tape, they wouldn’t tell me where it was found.
Granted, I had the Excel sheet listing over 2000 recordings, housed in 22 boxes, which was provided to me by the Office of General Counsel. But those recordings had been described as mostly “back-up records of files that were digitized,” though they said there might also be some originals. In June 2022, several of us had gone through those 22 boxes searching for a tape of Carl Knox’s former secretary. We weren’t yet aware that a tape of Miami hockey coaches had been conducted for the Oral History Project and that it, too, hadn’t been posted online.

Last week, I learned that the university had indeed found Hockey Tape #2 (EDIT) in box CDS 18. We still don’t know where Hockey Tape 1 (EDIT) was found. So when the university’s lawyer was describing another tape in the same box, was he discussing the contents of Miami Hockey Tape #2—the ostensibly unedited tape that was listed on line #1718 of the Excel sheet and the one I requested in December through my public records request?
I now present to you the university’s lawyer’s very detailed explanation of that tape, which he sent to my lawyer on August 9, 2022:
“For the ‘Hockey’ request, the University has identified two tapes. The first tape was recorded over. It is not labeled ‘hockey tape 1’ but it was in the box with the second hockey tape. The second hockey tape is damaged. Attached is a photo of the damaged tape for your reference. My understanding is that these tapes were not uploaded because the second tape was damaged. My understanding from the University is also that these tapes are a number of years old and that, at the time, the tapes were frequently reused for other projects. Apparently, the first tape only contains footage of a minor child playing a video game, which the University would not normally produce pursuant to a public records request. It is not clear who the minor child is, but it may have been a videorecording that was only made inadvertently, or to test the tape or the videorecorder when the footage was recorded.”
First, the lawyer’s explanation about the university reusing tapes for other projects is misleading. It’s true that the Oral History Project folks had at one time reused tapes, but only after they were converted to DVD. Also, that practice stopped in June 2007 at the request of John Millard, who oversaw Digital Initiatives.
The big revelation here is that the university played a tape that representatives had ostensibly thought was related to hockey, but that only contained footage of a child playing a video game. Although he doesn’t specify the tape’s title, he does state that it was in the same box as the damaged hockey tape, which we now know was box CDS 18.
Now, I’d like you to compare the lawyer’s remarks with a replay of what Aimee Smart of the Office of General Counsel had written to me last week:
“We see this request as a duplicate to your request from this past summer. We agree that the inventory log reflects that there is a tape labeled Miami Hockey Tape #2 in box CDS18. However, we searched this box when you made your initial request for the hockey tapes at the end of June 2022. When we reviewed box CDS18, we found one tape labeled Hockey Tape #2 (edit). There was not a second tape labeled Miami Hockey Tape #2 in that box. In response to your most recent request, University Archives reviewed all the boxes associated with the inventory log to see if it was somehow misfiled in one of them. The tape was not in any of the boxes. John Millard also conducted a thorough search of his department and was unable to locate a tape labeled Miami Hockey Tape #2. Accordingly, we are unable to provide you with a responsive record. Please be aware that we have searched all reasonable locations for the Oral History’s Hockey interview. We have provided you with the only two copies of the interview that we were able to locate. We will deny any further requests for copies of this same Oral History hockey interview.“
So the university’s lawyer said in August that they’d played the second tape but it had been recorded over, while the university said that they couldn’t locate the second tape back in June and that they still can’t locate it even though they’ve searched everywhere.
Same tape, two wildly different explanations. I don’t know who to believe anymore.
“My understanding is that these tapes were not uploaded because the second tape was damaged”
This wording makes me uncomfortable. The lawyer goes on to explain that Tape #1 is of a child playing video games, and if true I can understand why it wouldn’t be uploaded anywhere, but that isn’t the initial reason they state for not uploading it. They make it seem like it’s BECAUSE Tape #2 is damaged that neither one gets uploaded. Perhaps it’s just poor word choice, but I’m going to nit-pick because reading it feels like having sand in my swimsuit.
Thank you for that great point and hilarious expression.😆 🏖️ Also, the whole thing about the tape having been recorded over…not only does it not make sense regarding the hockey tape—why would they do that?—but it would have been totally frowned upon as a public record, especially since the other two tapes were so badly damaged.
He didn’t name the original title of the tape with the child playing a video game, though he said that the university had identified two hockey-related tapes in the box, and “Hockey Tape #2 (EDIT)” and “Miami Hockey Tape #2” were the only two tapes having to do with hockey in box# CDS 18. Conversely, Ms. Smart said there wasn’t a “Miami Hockey Tape #2” in the box when they looked for it. To help resolve this apparent contradiction, I’ve submitted a public records request to review the tape and asked them to blur the child’s face. I want to see if anything remains of the original recording and I’d also like to see the title that was written on the tape.
And BTW, don’t they realize yet that, although they may be bogged down with their to-do lists in their full time jobs, you are not?! You’ve got all the time in the world to see this thing through! Go, Jen!
Thanks! 👍
Hmmm…that’s the next question for them: There’s this answer, and then there’s this answer. Which is true?
Exactly. Plus I plan to submit a records request to view the tape of the kid playing the video game. They can blur his/her face.
Your investigation of the missing hockey tape has been very informative. Unfortunately, I don’t think it will ever appear to complete your story.
With respect to the secretary’s interview, are you certain it was done? Is it mentioned on the spreadsheet of all the Oral History tapes? And why haven’t you mentioned her name in all of these posts? Is she someone noteworthy?
I could send you on another wide goose chase: perhaps whomever kidnapped Ron in 1953, brainwashed him for their purposes, and sent him into witness protection. Those records would be sealed, his fingerprints expunged, and his service record deleted. He could never contact his family or friends if that was the case. You’d never know what happened.
Re: the hockey tape, maybe it won’t turn up, but I have to keep trying. If I weren’t doing this, I’m pretty sure no one else on the planet would. I realize that’s not necessarily something to be proud of, but I really feel I need to resolve this question and it is possible to do so.
Re: the secretary’s interview, it was done, but we only have a one-sheet typed summary as proof. It’s not mentioned on the spreadsheet, and we don’t even know for sure that it was done for the Oral History Project. It seems to fit though. Again, gotta keep trying. I’ve chosen not to write her name on this blog site out of respect for her family.
Re your wild goose chase, those ideas are possible. That’s why I’m putting so much time into trying to find the missing interview.
Look at it this way: 70-year-old cold cases aren’t easy for a reason. If I’m wrong, OK. This is me doing me.
Hello Jennifer.
I just had my skin cancer surgery on Wed.
I am getting ready for bed early on this Friday night.
Had a busy day blessed with my sister in Christ’s gracious gifts of prayer, love, food.
Reading the last statement about who can you trust anymore was not new to my ears or for many of us.
Humanity is imperfect and sinful.
My first thought was that is probably the key reason people go no further in many examples.
You have taken on a mystery of untrustworthy information that was hidden, miss filed and at best denied.
It’s an exhausting search for a missing person. It takes a village is even far from the picture.
70 years come 4.19.23. Ron long, long gone.
People are digging up bodies new and old, mine fields of war, kidnappings, etc.
No body here though.
A young man full of life.
Marcia was too tired at the end of her life after becoming very ill. I believe she was at peace and let go of the whole thing before passing.
Will Ron’s story have an ending?
Only God knows.
Maybe . . .that is enough.
Love you Jen. Jule
Thanks, Jule, for your unwavering support. Hope the surgery went well.